i swear i've been trying whatever i can the moment i realised something went wrong.
i know it may be late.
but i am still trying nonetheless.
all i can say is that you are not someone insignificant.
im really sorry for the little things that i did that caused unhappiness to you unknowingly.
i really never meant any of it.
just want things to go back to the way it was.
is it just so hard.
it takes effort from both.

sigh.