my university life

its now already 1 month into my 2nd sem of university,
and honestly, im not enjoying it at all!:(

apart from the study being super independent,
(and i mean super, the tutors are super useless!-.-)
i guess another factor would be that up till nw,
i hardly find any genuinely close friends :(
firstly in engin, its like all guys-.-
not to mention, 80% are china people whom i can make friends with, but not close friends.
and when im like one of the very few singaporean girls in my tutorial, that makes it very little girls for me to make friends with.

not to mention when the other fews, i somewhat find them..weird.
one is like super annoying, another is super arrogant..
or mayb im just being mean, but i honestly cant find a normal and nice girl to make friends with.

oh, and apart from the fact that everyone just disperses right after lesson ends!
so basically, we're just accompanying each other during tutorials and thats it.
honestly sucks~:(
i guess another factor would be cause i missed all orientation camps (for both my hall and engin school) such that i hardly know anyone.
even people in my hall, they are always stuck together with their orientation group that its so hard to even try to join in you know?

of cos its not to the extent where i know no one at all,
friends yes i do have, but they just feel so superficial and untrue.
at least none that i feel i can make great friend with up till now.:/

oh actually i did make rather good friend with my roomie last semester, but sadly,
she withdrew from her course last year and now i got a new room mate,
an indo, meaning this room which we share, is like her "house" in singapore, where she's here everyday.
thats not the point,
the point is that, she's super SUPER dirty and messy!
she doesnt even bother to sweep her side of the floor when i can visually see that it is SUPER DIRTY AND DUSTY!
up till the extent where i couldnt stand it,
i tried to subtly hint it to her by telling her that she could borrow my broom if she needs it.
 the next dat i saw her using her feet trying to sweep the stuffs on her floor to one side (which formed like a whole fur ball!:O ) and took the chance to suggest her to use my broom again, and so she did and finally swept ONCE.
and that, was the first and last time i saw up till now.-.-

also, she like talks super loudly whenever she's facetime-ing her boyfriend!
there was once when i thought she was talking to him right outside my room,
and it was super super loud, such that i could not tolerate anymore.
but when i went out to go to the pantry,
i realised that she wasnt right outside my room,
instead she was a level downstairs!:O
my gosh! it is that loud okay! i can hear her every word distinctively and yet she's downstairs?!:O
imagine that!

oh and since i cant stand her lifestyle, i obviously am  not really friends with her.
anyways i seldom see her, since she leaves the hall super early every morning for internship and sleeps super early at night (which affects my study as she offs the lights so early too)

really super miss my old roomie, we both have such similar living habits, was a joy to live with her.

well anyways,
im just here to rant about how i kinda hate my uni life.
the subjects are rly tough to handle too, but i shan't get into that.
i've got lessons early tmr morning, so im going to get going to sleep already.

oh and today was the last day of cny,
my favourite festive of all times,
but now its over,sobs!:(
really hope it comes by real soon again!^^
happy cny everyone!:D

ohoh! and btw, one of the electives now that im taking is malay language,
which i think is kinda cool, knowing another language!:D
really hope i can grapse it well and in time for my examinations!:P