today's my very final day of my holidays.
1st day of pre-u tomorrow.
& somehow,
i have this reluctancy for tomorrow to come by.
i still find myself unknowingly fantasizing.
of things that can never be.
but,
if my fantasy could come true,
I'd have a much greater courage to face what may come.
or perhaps,
just your moral support would mean the world to me.
but of course,
i am of no position to deserve much.


new school,new friends new surroundings.
if that's the definition of a new environment,
then I HATE IT!

i hate changes.
i dont like this kind of feeling.
entering a world of strangers.
not being myself once again.
i really dislike 1st day of schools.

i finally really understand what it meant by
love dont necessarily require possession.

i never thought i could do this.

but now i can.

i'll let you go,

to seek your true happiness.

i wish you all the happiness in the world.

at least,

i once had.

& so i shall smile over it(:

& live on with our memories etched in my heart.

you'll always be in my heart.

i promise.