i still remember,
when i was still in sec4,
many friends keep mentioning the negative things of going JC.
and that is that the friends there aint true friends,
that it was super competitive in there.
but you know what,
SO DAMN WRONG!:D

INFACT,
i feel super lucky.
to have a bunch of super super nice and caring friends around for me all the time.

ok firstly,
thanks, liyan,joanna,azizan,barry,kelmond,christopher and shengrong, for all the sticky!:D
i was so excited to receive so many!(:
yay^^
and of cos, thanks alot shixun, for your SUPER HUGE BAG of sweets too(:
6 years friends. your bad luck.HAHA

thanks everyone:D
all ur notes (no matter how short) and sweets totally perked up my spirits(:

and also thanks SR and taisoon for your comforting and encouraging letters(:
its really sweet of you 2 jokers.
can extend the 1 week pact of nt bullying me anot.
make it 1 month luh!:D
haha!(:


i've seen the stronger bond within 0924.
we've been there supporting one another through the past 2 weeks.
even the "outcast" is different now.
he's changed, he's nice now(:

zx,thanks.
you've changed yet another person's life.
through you, i've witnessed just how many people around are there to give me all the support i need(:


barry i bet you're definitely reading this,
you blog stalker.
haha
so yeahs,
i'll give you an official dedication of gratitude to you too k!:)
thanks alot for constantly asking if im okay.
AND I MEAN literally "ARE YOU OKAY!"
haha.
heard this 3 words and received sms from you with these 3 words..
like a thousand times already!:D
YES BARRY, I AM FINE!(:
BOTH physically and mentally now.
so no more worries!(:
thanks alot for your concern.
yes you're a great friend for wanting to PEI  me to buy drinks
but not that a great friend to PAY me for drinks!
HAHA



okays,
anyways
i've officially stepped fown from badminton.
wednesday was my last match.
i wasnt feeling well on that day already.
so wasnt really able to breathe well during the game
i dont know if it was the right choice to continue playing.
i felt, as a team, i should continue to play on,
but on the other hand,
did i pull the team down with that mindset?
but well, mathea and bryanH said,
as a team, be it win or lose, we go through it all together.
so yeah, we did.
well, i know i did fight on to the ability i could.
so its alright i guess.=/

when i finished my game,
i immediately left in my parent's car to zx's funeral.
but liyan told me that he's buried already=(
so i guess i wasnt able to make it in time
but i guess its abit expected.
luckily mathea,zan and i went to see him for the last time at his wake before that.
anyways,
so my parents turned back and dropped me back off at tampines sportshall.
i went back to give the team my support.(:

hey nybt,
we've did well.
we've fought hard.
we've lost to our opponents,
but we've not lost to ourselves.
we fought as a team and that's all that mattered.
despite knowing we were facing tough opponents,
we still gave our all and for that,
i'm proud of us!:)
stepping down from cca dont mean we cut off ties from each other right!:D
just want to say,
i've enjoyed training with you guys,
going through all the tough trainings and especially tough physical trainings.
all the fun and laughters,
all the grumblings and all the singings to get through physical trainings.
woah.
just one word.
AWESOME(:
it's never been a regret joining nybt,
and its only cause you guys were there too(:
thanks for going through everything together!
loveyou!
and i still want our new badminton tee!:D
ps, i still think we've done up an awesome job for our banner and noticeboard eventually!
still think its damn nice!:D
haha.

ok this is lyk a super long long post,
but its to satisfy barry's crave for stalking my blog!^^
been sick the past 2 days,
and since today's lesson abit slack,
i decided to stay home and rest.
slept from 8pm last night all the way till 2pm this afternoon.
yes.
be shocked!:D
haha
anyways,
i woke up ,
my mum bought home lunch for me and brought me to the polyclinic.
my lunch was porridge.
and it tasted so heavenly.
i guess porridge will only taste SOO HEAVENLY
when one's sick.
haha
anyways i went to poly clinic,
waited for over an hour,
to see the doctor for less then 5 mins.
and he spoke less then 10 sentences.
i think even i spoke more then him
i was the one telling him my condition and not the other way round!
this was what the doctor said to me:
"hi,u r?
ok whats wrong?
hmm..let me check ur breathing.
open ur mouth.
say ahh
*i coughed badly*
you have alot of phlegm issit
ok go and collect ur med at pharmacy"

doctors nowadays.
just so awesome and so knowledgeble right!:D
SO UP TILL NOW,
i dont know what's wrong with me.
just simply,
sick.
LOL.


oh i have to post this up,
a super hilarious sms exchange i had with barry:
barry: milly you okay?

*milly replies liyan sms*
right after that, barry messages again

barry : hey milly:) you okay?

milly: hey barry!sry for late rply n dint ans ur call.slpt thru till now:P im much beta alr.fever subsided.at polyclinic now(: thnks for concern!(: hw's maths test?

barry: fail la:( get well soon:) sorry liyan nv reply you cos SHE'S playing sg majiong ( a game on iphone)

milly: ok.tell her its alright.SHE'S ALWAYS MY BFF THOU IM NTH COMPARED TO SG MAJIONG.loves her lots!BFF~^^ LOL! anw nvm abt maths.mr heng will understnd:)

barry: Lol! I lied. i was the one playing sg majiong :)

HAHA.
hilarious seriously, barry!:D



ps.
woah. my blog count is soaring!:D
is there so many people really so interested in my grandmother stories!?:D
thanks for ur concern people:)
or maybe just your kaypo-ness!
HAHAHA..
just kidding.
i know. CONCERN!:D
it sounds nicer!*winks*
haha..

i'm a lucky girl.

count my blessings

& never focus on unpleasant stuffs(: